Saturday, February 10, 2007

Stuck in neutral

Have you ever felt like your life is going nowhere? Lately I have been having this feelings. I don't know why, but I see former classmates get married, starting families, getting new jobs and I feel like I'm left behind. Maybe its because I'm living with my parents in my hometown. However, I do realize that I am in law school and in a few years I will be able to have a professional job. This past few months I have been able to look back on my life. I realized how badly I messed up my high school and college experiences. Sure I made friends, but I often spend my days alone and isolated from every one. How should I fix my past? How can someone change the way he has lived the last 10 years? I honestly don't know. The next few weeks and months I will continue to think of my future. Much of my past will factor into what I should do during and after law school. Currently my plan is North Carolina. I need to get out of this state, and I need to break loose from everyone in my past. I am tired of being treated second rate by everyone. A fresh start seems to be the only way to fix that.

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